Orals die

monday just sucks, had accounts exam which i bombed and e maths paper 2 which may bomb too. after school was orals and i think i did badly for it. the conversation part on tuesday was much much easier! concerning an accident you met. my english teacher said one of my classmates managed to melt the teacher with i-broke-my-leg story. grrr.. why dun moe assign me to tuesday?! i can tell them my true story which left one permanent scar on my forehead.. alritee damn, shan't whine abit it.. pointless

i didn't study for chinese and went to take the papers yesterday. i slept for half an hour for the 2 hour TO BE CONTINED... (this is getting lame, really sorry but i've forgotten what happened. thanks to my pea brain.)

sick

its weekends again. my aunties came over from jb to stay for the weekend and 'invaded' my room. i sought refuge in my brother's room and slept directly below merciless the air-con. it blasted shards of ice on me till i frozed. i huddled into a ball which didn't help much. some how, a powerful strength was stopping me from getting a blanket from the wardrobe which was my only hope. i remained half-awake through the night and finally its dawn again. now i'm sneezing big time cos i caught flu and slight fever. it sucks cos the medication aint doing any help except draining me, making me look like a zombie and my nose is still running like a bloody tap. guess i gonna fail accounts exam on monday. hurry up recover yit jing, PLEASE... dun let your nose-y voice spoil the oral marks on monday.

*sneezes* arghhhh... fook!! i hate being unwell...

practical exam

yep, one more paper down which is my combined physics and chemistry practical exam yesterday. CMI! CANNOT MAKE IT!! my graph for physics has got some 1300++ gradient and i was like WTF?! anyway its over. but i still wonder how does a 1300++ gradient line looks like. definitely not the one on my paper, think i made some scale mistake perhaps. the exam end around 9+ am and we were all quarantined in the classrooms till 12.30pm. i realised something i can study in a quiet environment without my phone and other form of distractions.

tomorrow is EL paper 2. wish me luck, really need it.

OX and Dino asked me to play basketball with them tomorrow after the papers together with LW who is leaving for canada soon. will be going since its the last time i can play basketball with LW.

failing.. fail.. failed.. ALREADY FAILED... hur hur...

i'm in a rather crazy mood. i think i failed my maths paper one today. i lose 11 marks of 80 and of those i did, im unsure of my answers. i find the paper difficult where others leave the examination grounds saying "so easy", "chicken feet", "this is the easiest paper i have ever done in this school". im one step closer to being a 30+ or 40+ pointer. shucks.

muthu(lame disciplinary teacher) send me for RC(reflection class). i didn't tuck in my shirt, and he pulled it more and pat my arse. WTH do u think you are doing?! are you gay? i of course shouted "MOLEST" and now he send me for RC... how dumb...

stressed

fear exams... fear results... i am trying to study, God please help me...

sigh

i'm just a little boy who wishes to be understood by mom.

apologies

hey, apologies. didn't update for so long and i forgot about the "TO BE CONTINUED" entry. went through quite a series of shit and a new chapter begins... (not much difference)

woke up and went school for d and t practical. i set my mind to finish up the remaining 10% but i failed to. i'm quite pissed about that cos its not my fault, neither the assistants fault, nor mr goh's fault.

(warning: the following message may be offending to some but i'm refering to no one in particular)

Why are D and T students who need assistance have to queue so bloody long? Explain your answer [12marks]

d and t is a subject which requires some workshop skills, flexibily, creativity and much more but what i think really is important is being self-reliant. come on people, you guys have hands and brains. why the hell do you need the assistants to help you complete the whole damn thing? assitants are called assistants not for nothing. they assist, meaning provide little help and advices here and there when you are stucked, not there for you to do your whole d and t artifact. By depending on the assistants to do 90% or more of your artifact deprive others who are working on their own, advices and help when they needed it very much. and worse, those who instruct the assistants to do this and that and then go home. you aren't helping yourself where others are trying to help you. what are you trying to show? at least use your eye power, look at what the assistant is doing and learn from it. that will at least give you a "i wanna learn" outlook. better make up your idea before i give you people's half-done artifacts a full swing.

(end of dangerzone)

alright, i shall chill. anyway my artifact is almost done, need mr azmi to drill the hole on the rod and finish up the top cover. after workshop closed, i went to play basketball with my juniors. to the 1500mm moron: not just cos you are taller and bigger then the 1450mm boy, you can deliberately elbow him as you like. i can do that to you too and i seriously think the number of bones in your body will multipy.

think the whole of this entry is getting heated up. shall just end it here.

*peace out*