i was deciding on ponning first 5 periods of school this morning but found no one to accompany me before entering school. luckily it drizzled and morning assembly was cancelled. i was already asleep early morning during jaya's lesson and she knocked me up to do report writing. after english i slept all the way till recess. the maths test was screwed today. yucks. and i got only 12/20 for the previous one on statistics. maths lesson was quite fun cos arthur's hp was confiscated and goh ai lim together with us made a joke out of it. the last 2 lessons were mong mong's. it was kinda surprising that my eyes were huge throughout. he gave come useful notes on answering sourced-based questions, what the cambridge markers want. finally something useful. auggy is super jacked, we high-lighted his cheeks while he was sleeping. after school i went des' house to rot while waiting for time to pass before we meet ron at hougang plaza. play halo and found it quite fun! but my comp just sucks too much to play. we made aaron wait 30mins and on reaching, we saw him staring at some bangla workers cementing the ground. he seemed totally into it which made des and me burst into laughter. we played pool at a snookerium which charges $5.40 per hour. that's pretty cheap. after playing we went to eat sushi at dunno which sushi outlet. we were quite broke and recorded down each platter we took. grr.. no peace eating and it wasn't filling at all. i paid $6.60 to feel hungry. ate only the appetisers. so loser. hah. alrite -end-

today is one of the last few pe lessons that we play sports together. must treasure it more. next week, and another. no more.

i'm supposed to sms bernyce today to keep her entertained but somehow fell asleep during lessons. i woke up and saw her msg so replied to aplogize and after that? sleep AGAIN. LOL and she called me. too bad, try harder next time. i kept my phone in my bag so the vibration wouldn't disrupt my beautiful sleep.

today is pool day! nic, ron, des, chelle and me went pooling. i have the feel today. =). the dragon-S lame shit was so damn dumb and fun! oh ya, sorry nic, whole day i was making fun of him and his motorola phone with appear on the advertisement (the chien ya chien ya indian song). i'll give you some more pool tips for as an apology. after pool we had dinner at macs and the prawn burger sucks.

i did 17 storeys of ankle weights at my block and took a lift down to my storey. my stamina sucks. at storey 6 i'm already panting and sweating profusely. hafta do more next time. i still have a race-to-top-of-UOB deal with chun. 17 storeys are peas compared to UOB building.

moderation day was over and its totally none of my business. moderate, no moderate, same same. i slept through geography again today. can't help right? its so boring. kym talked about moderation and i thought about my cca score. A2, like its of any use. i'm definitely not in a very good mood. i'll kill this farking bird if it ever flys low. i went to draw money from the atm to lend it to benny and outside the posb, some bird shit hit my hand as i'm handing the notes over to benny. wtf man. my arm isn't that fat right? why was the bird so damn accurate? i'll burn ur nest and break eggs. flatten your beak too.

i went for a haircut at qb house and the china hairdresser questioned me about singapore's education system. no comments. i got ankle weights! gonna do 17 storeys a day and hope i can pull the ring with both my hands.

is it so hard to talk to your ex? *shrugs*

sian

monday, tuesday and finally wednesday. they all passed slowly especially at school. school is getting more and more boring and i'm dozing more than half the time. home is quite boring too. cos i lost my drive to revise for these few days and i'm pratically staring at my books, waiting for sleeping time. (continue later, mom is screaming for me to be in bed, as always.)

monday again, and i din't do much for the weekends. school was waste of time today. completely no lessons. we played basketball for pe again and this time aaron tore the bottom of his pants till the whole of his calf could be seen. we made fun by singing the 'mat tappered' song. super super lame.

the only better thing of the day is d and t results. i did well enough to get an overall A1 when everything is combined together. hope i do the same for the actual o's. i think my class need to take the paper slightly more seriously. don't let others look down at us.

i was supposed to study a pp macs after school and guess what? nic and friends jio me for pool, my fingers itched, i can't resist the temptation of stroking the cue and the clashing sounds of marble balls. so ended up playing pool at crc. damned, lost one game. zhong plays it more bastard than me, giving me no opened balls to hit. but i have to say he's good, the top few players in my class.

i saw mark at pp mrt station and took the same route back with him and had lunch at punggol plaza. omg! we both gonna get diabetes soon, everyday also eat sweet desserts from the dessert stall. after that i borrowed some 'essay sutra - how to write a sexy essay" from him and photocopied it. sounds good, hope it'll improve my essay writing. we walked home and it was only then i realised how close he stays from me! i'm at block 130 and his is 132. a paper plan could get a message across. good, next time i can call him out for prata supper at jalan kayu.

gg gave me the form to attend singapore poly classes for first two weeks of january next year. costs $20. should i go? i feel lazy to travel all the way down to dover. shall see who goes tomorrow. headache, sleeping now.

15.09.2004

yesterday was a tough night. i did final touch-up on my d and t folio and didn't expect it to be done only 3am! i woke up this morning totally zombified. i walked feeling groggy and swayed like i was drunk. i went straight to the d and t workshop and the whole place was so dark only with a speck of light emerging from the office's see-through door window. I looked in expecting to see mr tan but goh was there and it quite shocked me. i remembered mr tan saying that he'll screw the person who disturbs him in the morning. it was agreed that srikanth and bryan also hand up the folio together but the 2 idiots weren't there even at 7.05. so i just knocked the door and went it... he gave me the disturbed look and asked me, 'finished?' i told him i completed and the irritated expression faded from his face. maybe he expected me to say that i still have a few pages that i was unsure how to do and he'll probably screw me.

i didn't bring reading book for assembly today and yi ting saved me. hey good buddy i owe you one. he tore off halve of an already-thin booklet which he ripped off from someones reader's digest. LOL, luckily the dumb prefect didn't notice my ultra thin version of reader's digest.

something to be happy and yet angry about. i got back my e maths paper. the grade skipped from mid year paper's E8 to B3. it was such a pity, i scored 68, missing A2 just by that little bit. i failed geography with 21/50. the part B of question 4 sucks. i wrote almost a page for it to get ZERO. damn it, just cos i didn't link the question's data to my answers. next was physics practical, 7/15. i was quite surprised that i could still get some marks even though my graph was screwed, with a gradient of 1300. LOL!!! but for my chemistry practical, confirm, chop chop plus guarantee won't score. cos everything i mixed turned out to be black and smelt of amonia.

after school i skipped d and t to help brian complete his artifact. hope you finish tomorrow yea? before goh come booming after you again...

today is 15th september 2004.
365 years from today was 15th september 2003.
something special happened on that day.
something that i would definitely remember..

i finally finished the whole lot of d and t crap. but still there is something to touch up on. last night i did my folio till 2am where i fell asleep on my desk and i woke again to do but soon fell asleep again. i woke up this morning quite shocked but then i decided to pon school to do up everything. when i'm done at 2pm, mr tan called me to tell me that goh was storming cos he didn't see my work. OH NO, i said i'll be down by 20mins and cabbed down. the driver was some old man and his driving is super slow. he's very grumpy too. the cabbing costed me $8.80 making me farking broke. and guess what? goh left!!!! WTH... DAMN... so i just talked cock with mr tan for awhile and left with brian. he gave me a lift on cab to ccab where i board a long bus ride home. long bus rides are nice to sleep but my legs are too long to fit comfortably into a seat. usually end up with some calf cramps. super irritating.

des told me i scored f9 for accounts, failed social studies, failed chemistry. expected.

School re-open

monday blues. i reached school still thinking its holidays and i reluctantly dragged my feet up the stairs, up to my class. i forget to bring my tie and was called out to the noticeboard area with many others. the captain scolded us in his kiddy voice. its so frail. the quality of school captains are half-lifing every year and this year's one doesn't even have the zai atmosphere as he's delivering a speech. he said that next week, people who have forgotten to bring their tie will be caned. i think that is fuggin lame. we come school, not to learn how to wear tie you morons. maybe next week i'll try the new system.

pe was fun. we had full-court 5 on 5. during warm up i was burned my arthur twice! LOL!! but i burned the opponents too okie, my shots all went 'chop' today. loy played well today. you'll turn pro very very soon.

tonight gonna be a long night finishing up my d and t folio.

i sms-ed her yesterday late evening.
a normal and simple message.
i waited for my phone to beep.
it was 10pm and the phone finally beeped.
this excitement rose in me.
i hoped it was her.
i thought it really gonna be her.
but, it wasn't.
it was arthur asking me to bring basketball. -_-"
false alarm.
i slept at 2am.
with an empty inbox.

i don't want to miss a thing...

Stayover!

yesterday was quite fun. i studied the whole today till night where darren came, i left hse around 11 to meet him at seng kang mrt station and we cabbed to jalan kayu to have prata for supper. sherman suddenly couldn't come, aww pity. the place was kinda crowded but the food aint that nice as it was 10 years ago. i think its due to the restructuring of the prata inudustry. they now pre knead and pre fry the prata, mass producing them just like a huge prata factory. so guess it gonna be cold and rubbery on serving. after that we cabbed home and this nice uncle just took what we have cos we ran out of cash. at my house we played pictionary and it was really fun cos we ruled the group. our drawing and guessing was super kin (fast). that proved liquor make us think faster =X... i soon fell asleep and darren was playing pictionary all night till i woke again at close to 5. we started a kbox session and i think my parents heard it. that's the only explanation for them scolding me in the morning. we kboxed and chit-chatted till it was 7am and we started sleeping. finally woke up around 2+ in the noon and went to have lunch. more stayovers after exams!

shall i sms her?
yes.
no.
dunno.

face to face.. and a thousand miles apart..

BBALL is fun

yesterday was a rather competitive day. morning was screwed up. i went school all the way to find out the workshop was closed and so i can't take pictures of my artifact. so i just passed xiang zhong the stuff he wanted and went school to see who is there. poor zhe yin was rammed on the face by a soccer ball. the impact left a long vertical scar from his nose up to his eyebrow cos he was wearing specs. shawn is being a bastard, he pretended like its just a little injury (yea, it is little, only on the surface but bled quite alot) and didn't even apologize. i would have given you a concave nose if zhe yin is my good brother.

i met bei yuan at pp macs and we sat down to chit chat. later on we went to pp cc to play basketball. we made friends with this tjc guy and formed a team to play against 2 other teams there. we played winner stay and my team was knocked out first. the uncle with a funny accent was really good. his hang time was godly despite being plump. his 3-point shots were extremely accurate, just like his jumpshots. -to be continued-

burst

it's bursting outta me.

i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.

i talked whole morning to darren about that. quite depressing. anyway thank you darren.

if i could, then i would

i'll go wherever you will go

way up high or down low

i'll go wherever you will go

if i could turn back time

i'll go wherever you will go

if I could make you mine

i'll go wherever you will go

fook dnt workshop!

i woke up late for d and t today and rushed down. reached by 11+ and uncle tan was about to strangle me. i thought it would be simple but take hell lot of time. the blardie buffer makes the alumnium black instead of a shiny. i'm all done now, left with a little problem with the support that allows the spotlight to be mounted onto the wall. school ran out of material, how amazing eh? my dad pays tax regularly you know? lol. think i'm going school tomorrow. pray that i'll finish the final lap.

after d and t i went toa payoh to play basketball and i ran into nuppies before meeting dg. dg and me went to play first and nuppie joined in later. grr.. we kena dok (got thrashed) by the team there but they are club players so shoud have certain standard. if they couldn't thrash us we could just replace them in the club. anyway it's such a spoilsport. we formed a team with 2 outsiders and took on few of these tough and massy looking indos and was about to dok them. we scored a few and the club players invited us to leave the court cos their training was starting. after take i and dg had dinner and we went to get budget bubble tea and then sat down to talk. nice talk, i miss sec1 and sec2 days. but hello!? please get moving yit jing.

pride triggers trouble.
give up pride and peace is restored.

thankew uncle tan!

i woke up and studied awhile before leaving school to please my mum abit. it did. but it was really late by then, 10 plus in the morning and uncle tan will get mad thinking i'm lazy. so i cabbed down to school. there was no taxi stand at my area and i just stood by the roadside to flag for one. 4 people intercepted the taxis before me and i was getting really really pissed that i whacked the lampost. first was an old aunty, fine.. priority given to the aged. TO BE CONTINUED...
fooking pissed. mum is lecturing me again.

okay i'm back. next was a mum with a baby, i excuse. next was a lame, i excuse again. last was the one that pissed me off, a punkily dressed kid. hello?! i'm doing serious business and you were just out there to play. do you need to make it so obvious that you were intercepting MY cab? i finished most of the parts of my d and t artifact and it was quite tough. now left with the switch/battery box which should be much simpler compared to the artifact itself. phew.

i took a bus to potong pasir mrt station and stoned at the stairs for quite some time. along came a jovial looking indian man. he was walking towards the toilet and he gave me such a warm smile. i was puzzled. was he just another too-friendly uncle or did i meet him before somewhere else? after he visited the loo, he came back and this time he gave me a wider smile and stopped in front of me. a conversation went on...

"hello young man, the back of your shirt says 'once a saint... always a saint...'." (that's what printed behind my shirt)
"hiiii yep.. that's my school-based shirt."
"oh i see.. young man are you lonely or troubled?"
"nope, i'm just waiting for friends over here." (i just lied out of the blue, don't ask me why)
"your girlfriend?"
"nope, my bunch of buddies."
"young man you had your lunch? no?"
"yea no.. i only had a snack."
"i see i see. i read from your face that you are troubled and hungry. and you are actually not waiting for anyone but a solution for everything.. hohohoho.. relax saint." (he walks away slowly still bearing that smiley face)

i was stunned for a moment. this man seemed like some some holy divine man. somehow he made me feel better although not much. he could even tell what's going on in me.

i went douby gaud station arcade to do some lone arcading and vented everything on soul calibur (3-D fighting game). soon imeldie came to pass me the cookies she baked and we walked towards orchard station. the food u baked is very nice! i couldn't name it and classified it as 'food' cos i dunno whether its a muffin or cookie! hahahahahhaha.. lamo...

i jus quarreled with my mum AGAIN... she buay sian i'll sian one okay... she's scolding me again, saying that people spending so much time on d and t doesn't exist. she said im wasting my time and she said d and t A1 so what? you flop others still same same. hello?! first, i'm telling you i'm NOT wasting my time and i'm really busy with my artifact. next is, at least i get an A for d and t. that's better than flopping everything. you said i'm not doing my work and studying. i know since secondary one i haven't been a good boy but now i'm trying to change day by day. i did comprehension and practiced maths today. why do you have to demoralize me in this way? saying i'll fail my entire prelims badly and that i'll flop my 'o' levels? its like i'm climbing up the rungs of a ladder and every step i take, you saw off sections of the ladder below, making me stagnant...

i hope tomorrow will be a better day and i can finish up the little switch/battery box and hand up the artifact. and what's more, my bloody folio.. have to stay up every night to rush to hand up. guess this is the longest entry i ever blogged. sorry for venting on it.

*peace*

Quarrel

i just quarrelled with mum AGAIN. she compared me, said all those 'o' level students are doing stacks and stacks of exam papers at fastfood outlets and i'm doing nothing at all and being very relaxed. WTF!! i'm not being rude or wadeva fuck if you think i am but i really am busy. d and t is really really draining me and past week and today i've been working on it, searching for stuffs and troubleshooting. if u call this idling, i suggest you can let me quit school now. you said im wasting time doing d and t so why you send me to school for? you say i'm lazy cos i can't wake up on time but im really tired and i have stuffs to do. i dun think you'll understand and after all these big-talking down here, i'll still try to go by you, making you think you are always correct and i'm wrong big time.

*peace out and chill*

Same old shit

same old boring shit again. d and t..d and t and still d and t.. screw it! but after all, some progress made and its almost done. i shaped the screwthread knob thing and i fooked it up at the parting off process. that little thing flew off the lathe machine and struck the wall splitting into two. felt like smashing the whole damn thing but i have to be patient and strong. finally and successfully made one at last.

to the electrical shop aunty: if you don't know what the heck you are selling, kindly invest in a different trade. your every word for instance 'i think so' or 'maybe can' may cost lives.

after workshop session, i went over to chia's. i watch him play guitar and i just monkey-ed around with the drumsticks making pure noise. he thought me bar chords that are so cool. he showed me fast solos that my eyes can't even catch up with his fingers. what i can say about him is talent and passion made him a pro guitarist. we went a nearby kopitiam for lunch and was back soon again. brian's jamming studio is great! so cosy and when the lights are out it's pitch dark. he played a tune in the dark which impressed me and we played a fool by tuning the amplifier to some eerie sound. we discussed how it'll freak the daylights outta ben and boyu if they happen to come. i got hangover soon and was groggy. quite surprising, i guess it was from the alcohol i drank last night. the hangover was so delayed. we fell asleep and woke only 6+pm. brian's other friends had came and we jammed. he taught me skateboarding and it was fun! going home was a long long long journey and i switched four buses from choa chu kang to punggol. there are other shorter alternatives but i'm just too dumb to figure out at that moment. i wanna make my room like brian's jamming studio!

*peace out*

screwed day

wanted to complete my folio today but guess how much i did? nothing. but at least i did some maths practice. went to the whole of hougang hunting for hardware shops to look for a suitable size and voltage bulb for my d and t artifact and i finally found one from ntuc of all the countless shops which either don't sell such weird bulb or not opened.

was chilling at rem's house and we blasted techno like we were clubbing. i was the dj for today and did the sound tuning for reset blue and expresso drive me crazy. it rawked and got my brothers and me high. 100% confirm plus guarantee destressing.

today wasn't a good day. lectured a few people and met with some problems.

bgr is a confusing issue.
man are slaves of all emotions.

One step closer

yeap, i've solved my artifact spotlight's problem but now another occured. BUT nevermind, cos i'm strong and i'll overcome it after a night's sleep. i went school workshop at 7am today and uncle tan came later. he's glad about my enthusiasm and that's good but actually my dad just dropped me there early as he was on his way to work. most of the time was spent hunting around the whole of kolam ayer for electronical parts and i did abit of assembling. hope i can finish everything by monday and hand it up.

played basketball with my junior (a club trainee who's kinda ego) and owned his arse!! wanna defend me? train more and stop boasting. also do something about your fade away so you won't get blocked too often.

i met sol in town to play pool and we both were not on form. imeldie and bernard came later and soon i punched the table and watched others play cos i dun wanna waste my money (i'm already broke). after that, played arcade with sol and the 2 player street fight thing was fun!!

runaway with my heart
runaway with my hope
runaway with my love

recalls the past

i met you one year ago...
around today.


friday, 5th september 2003

D and T you SUCK

happy burfday jiawei!!! =D

i don't think you'll be able to see this but i sent you a sms anyway.

i thank the heavens for the early downpour so there's no morning assemby. i was lethargic maybe cos i was sick for the past 5 days. school was a bore and i was sleeping through the boring geography lessons. a little fun came in only during recess. brother ox was in cahoots with me and we came up with this cock and bull story about me tioking with some basketball court gangsters around my estate to bluff brother loong. it was to my surprised that he fell for that crap and he still thinks it's real now. he questioned me and demanded for the people. it seemed that he really wanted to give them a good thrashing. SORRY if you happen to read this and if not, your loyalty in brotherhood is surely recognized :)

the period after recess was e maths and goh ai lim said i improved for maths. i think the only reason is that i failed my midyear badly and managed to pass this time round. its only paper one anyway, nothing much to rejoice about. went for d and t after school and it really spoilt my mood. my artifact was almost done but the assembly was screwed and it still is, and i dunno how the fuck i'm gonna unscrew it. and phoon is chasing for the folio which i can't start cos my artifact aint done.

i wanna go arcade to chill with some fighting game with cool graphics...

bloogy is back

friday, aug 27

bombed physics paper.
tikam poa mcq.
teriyaki burger at mos rawks.
went to darren's.
slacked and fell asleep there.
went basketballing at tp west with darren.
was hot for a moment.
pulled my calf muscule.

saturday, aug 28

met avan and chelle for pool.
imeldie came too.
lost one game to her.
walked all the way to hmv for ice-cream.
ice-cream shop was closed.
went paragon for rum and raisin ice-cream.
throat felt funny at night.

sunday, aug 29

sorethroat.
fever.
flu.
didn't study for d and t papers.

monday, aug 30

bombed d and t papers.
sorethroat.
fever.
flu.
cough.

tuesday, aug 31

teachers' day concert suck. (to contestants: cannot sing dun force)
break dancers rawkz.
brian's drumming rawkz.
ellijah please dun kill the drums.
visited choo lee tiang. (my pri school teacher)
took the special route home which changed my mood slightly.

wednesday, sept 1

same and sick.
feel well but thermometer insist i have fever.
overdose of panadol. (panadols do nothing)
i am going to sleep soon.