life's a bitch

life's a bitch.

now i hate the word work. so bad that i'll like to censor it. guess what happened? it is my first experience working and i fell into this kind of shit hole. on monday my off day, i went to my work place because they rang me that they are busy and needed extra help. when i reached, the manager (the bitch) told me 10 000 dollars is missing. it was lost in the day, and definitely it is an inside job.
i was like
"okay, go on." "did you take the money by accident? if you did return it and we'll let you off. we have called the police and they are giving us two days to do prelimary investigation."
"no i didn't."
"so you saw anyone doing it? what are your views about this case?""nope, hmmm, where was the money left?""it was lying around the storeroom." (which idiot is so fucking stupid to leave 10k, which is a-fucking-lot of money lying around in an unlocked storeroom?)
-conversation ended-

i thought, well, it is better to hand the case over to the police. they know the best. they do it everyday. we are just selling desserts and know nuts about theft cases.

the following day i went to work as usual, and guess what? the boss (the bastard) told me to take a seat with the manager and him. he told me some shit in cantonese but well, i don't know what the fuck he was murmuring about but got the essential meaning. all along i know they think i am the thief. they suspected me. so after that, he just sort of stormed off. then the sly old fox, the manager translated the crap which the boss earlier said."we are very very sure that you are the thief but we are going to let you off because you are just 16 years old."
"this can be only done under one consequence.""we are going to sack you. we will calculate the total hours for you."

those words shot at me ruthlessly. my body language reacted: WHAT THE FUCK?!i stayed calm and after the calculation and getting the cheque, i remained there. totally stoned. i was damn damn disappointed in them. i trusted them quite alot and i worked for them, gave in my best besides reaching late at times. i sacrificed most of my time with my family, girlfriend and friends just to be a responsible worker. is this what i deserve?

finally my sensed returned.
"i want justice, i want the police to settle this case.""we are busy now, we settle it later. you leave now."
i am out numbered and so left for the coffee bean at the opposite. i sat down and then rang xiya and dong zheng to share my problem. after that, i went to meet darren who helped me clear my thoughts. in the end, i think i should do myself justice and clear my name first. they said they will settle it later but when? they were just trying to say: hey fuck off, we are doing business here.hell NO, im not letting you fucktards pass me off as a thief, i want justice. I WANT JUSTICE!

i made my way down to the police post and made noise, claiming i was accused of being a thief and dismissed from my ex-company. the police contacted my boss."hello, mister wong?""helloo?""mr wong?""helllooooo?""misteeerrr...""your ex-worker is down here. he said you accused him of stealing 10k and then any-o-how fired him."these are what i heard the police saying. the boss is a bloody honk and he speaks english like an illiterate man who is having an orgasm. no wonder the police seemed so irritated communicating with him. so finally something is sorted out. they didn't call the police at all. they just took matters to their own hands and fired me.so i made a long statement but the police seemed quite puzzled as they didn't know exactly who is the victim and who is the suspect. what more else the bloody culprit. so by making a report forced the boss to report against me too. goody, that might assist me in clearing my name. however, the boss' statement did me no good. i heard from the police they have thousands of logical statements to make me the thief, but in law you need something called solid evidence, you bitchass! (the boss). a big shot officer came all the way from a station to have a 'chat' with me. he had a Q and A session with me and i said i was willing to take the lie detector test if there is a need. i might take the test in weeks to come.

the whole process drained me totally. i was freaking shagged and famished. the freezingly-cold air-con at the police post blew at me mercilessly just like the boss.

after the whole reporting process, i can conclude the below-yit jing is an upright person. he'll always be upright no matter what bitchasses say. HE DID NOT TAKE THE 10K. MOREOVER, HE DID NOT KNOW WHERE THE HECK THE MONEY WAS PLACED TILL THEY TOLD HIM THEY LOST IT.-the boss is a fucking hyprocrite, the manager too. even after he said he let me off, his thoughts were still hanging around at whether he should file a report against me. ain't that being an enormous bastard for the boss and bitch for the manager? it was like they told me i'm let off and after i walked off, they fired a shot at my back.

the police said after the case was cleared i could possibly get back my job but its all up to the company. NO WAY, i ain't gonna work for they bastards even if they are rolling red carpet to invite me. NO!

i could remember the manager telling me things like..."we are letting you off..."
"turn over a new leaf..."
"very very sure that you took the money...""we don't want to ruin your future..."YOU HYPROCRITE! damn you to hell. how could you let go of something that you did not catch? they had no proof, how can they be very very sure i took the money? how the heck can handing over the matter to the police spoil my future when i did not do it at all?answer them.

last of all, yit jing says, "i daresay i am innocent at all costs. i DIDN'T take the money. NEVER."the tide will fall and the rocks will emerge. justice will be done.

and yeah. something puzzled me. why didn't they ring up the police at the first place? why they lied to me about ringing the police at first? what did the honkie told the police in his statement? who is the thief?it is either the honkie giving a false statement, or worse case some real jackass is sabotaging me, making the boss so sure that i'm the one.

look out for the next episode if there is one...

thanks for reading this. if you agree with him. you have strongly supported him and did something right.

i apologize for the numerous profanities in this true short story.